yet another will, I added it up, and knew that I had… lost it. I was...

2 years ago

I added it up, and knew that I had… lost it. I was gonna die there, totally alone. I was gonna get sick, or get injured or something. The only choice I had, the only thing I could control was when, and how, and where it was going to happen. So… I made a rope and I went up to the summit, to hang myself. And the weight of the log, snapped the limb of the tree, so I-I - , I couldn’t even kill myself the way I wanted to. I had power over nothing.
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