1. 2 years ago  from mobile

   I dared to dream

   and I got two things

   happiness and knowledge

   when u r so obsessed about reality, happiness based upon lies can make u feel a little bit like shit

   so yes I knew what it was like to be happy even though I later found out I never really had an actual existing reason to be so

   and well I learned many things, for instance, I learned I was believing in the wrong thing and so I ran out of beliefs

   I don’t want to run anymore. What for?

   I dont think there is a higher force, but some weird things happen, it’s like someone wants to screw around with us (how come I am still here?) what kind of games are u playing with me?

   I don’t want to go away sad nor angry

   I’m not sure how am I supposed to do things now

   but something will have to work

   I don’t want to change who I am to make people happy

   I’m neither ashamed nor unhappy about my way of being

   ultimately I prefer to be blue

   I don’t want to become insensitive

   I don’t want to laugh when somebody tells me they care about me

   I don’t want to avoid in any way how things end up being for me, like some people do

2. Notes

Comments




blog comments powered by Disqus

My worst mistake was hope.



+stuff I like
+ask me whatever you want
+submit a post to this blog
+send feedback

Following

Tumblr

stuff I like
ask me whatever you want
submit a post to this blog
send feedback